I'm still alive.. and happy =]

What's up kids? It's been quite a while since I've posted to this thing, I admit. And to the sweet female (I assume) who messaged me saying she checks everyday to see if I've posted - I've come out of retirement with your encouragement! Thanks =]

So, first a few things are in order. 1, the truth. I have gained 10 lbs since last posting. A busy work life and a compulsive eating habit makes for shabby diets. However, the vyvanse is in full effect and I'm on day 2 of a fast. I didn't start it on an official day, I just said fuck it I'm done. The problem, and the killer, is that I still have a few food things around that will tempt me to cheat. But alas, my will is strong.

The plus side is I don't look like I've gained any. In fact, my chest looks thicker and I appear to fill out the jean asses better but fuck that. I want my slim tight breaker body back.. those slim tight tshirts and running without a shirt knowing I look right.

So, it's going to take some effort. I bet by mid July I'll be down 20 lbs so that'll put me back within good standing.

Some news: my sister got a dope place in Manhattan (away from her dick boyfriend) and I got a promotion + raise. Also bought myself a new whip - a smoked out gray 2005 VW Jetta GLI 1.8T.. dope ass ride, had it since about March. I now can smoke the finest cheeba all the time.. I'm smoking out of my ounce of fresh Kush right now, definitely good.

I'll wrap up the update with some motivational words to those kids looking for a good time to develop an eating disorder. Food is evil, the manufacturers make it that way so you'll spend money at the convenience store.. replace your snickers with a bowl of cherries with the pit in.. takes just as much mouth energy to chew the fruit around the pit, plus they're really sweet if you leave them out a couple days first.

I know, it's food but it's just an intermediary until you fatties can stop eating candy bars. Anorexia Team Hunger Force: unite!