step 1: find your reason

i realize i'm not the most responsible when it comes to this blog. sometimes i just want to starve in peace and then i remember that other people enjoy it, too. im currently listening to some marvin gaye and it helps a lot..
p.s. if anyone likes hip hop and r&b, please feel free to tune into my live shoutcast stream anytime. Winamp (available @ http://www.winamp.com for free) is the best program to use but i think itunes and windows media player works too..
anyhow, load up winamp, hit CTRL + L and then paste in the following address:

http://djbooth.serverroom.us:4846/listen.pls

you can also try just clicking the above link to see if it'll automatically load. i DJ mostly at night in the evenings (7pm - 10/11pm EST) so if you tune in and it's not broadcasting, just wait till night fall and smoke some chronic to the classic era gold.

so here's the deal...
ive been watching a shitload of episodes of Intervention lately.. im really glad i never developed the urge to purge, because that frankly makes me a bit nauceous (not to be cute). but i got my own demons to deal with.

and so i start over. today i havent eaten anything and i need to continue this for the foreseeable future. somewhere along the line i accepted sugar back into my life and that is such a fucking sign of weakness.

fuck you and your sugar byproducts

i need to find a girl and quick.. only like 20 lbs to lose this time (the same 20 i've been battling with for 6 months now).. its the caving and the close proximity to convience (domino's pizza delivery, Donut Delight open 24/7, as is the convenience store that stocks my favorite lays baked chips and Ben & Jerry's.. its tough on me

but i ate all my remaining food last night, and hopefully my laziness will overpower my impulses to drive out and binge on sugar like i do a lot.

this blog has taken a strange turn to the blog side more than the How To Guide. i apologize, sometimes life absorbs us.. i will be returning this guide to it's regularly scheduled programming for the next post. after all, this is where i jot my thoughts in hopes of helping other e.d. crazies out there..

i love you fans, thanks for reading and i'm always always always on your side.. fuck everyone else, we know what's attractive and we won't settle for anything less.

p.s. youtube: intervention (and then start watching some episodes) and your world view might change a little, too