step 2: find your comfort

i promised the next entry would be helpful. so here the fuck it is.

PROTIP: want an interesting and highly effective appetite suppressant?

answer: acid. yep... LSD. preferably high doses of it.*

* causes loss of sleep which marijuana helps with though may cause munchies for the weak

you heard me right.. there are certain items i've neglected to mention as excellent hunger suppressants. either legal and/or addictive reasons have caused me to censor these tips, but fuck censorship.. even on myself.

items that eliminate your hunger:
1. cocaine
2. crack cocaine
3. lsd
4. large doses of coffee
5. methamphetamine
6. amphetamines / stimulants such as ritilin / adderall / stratera
7. prozac (causes sexual side effects in some people; like me)
8. smoking an entire pack of cigarettes
9. marijuana (ONLY if you have trained the munchies away)
10. eating with your shirt off to remind you what a slob you are

im not going to fucking hide this shit anymore.. im not embarrassed of who i am. i just don't feel like explaining myself to everyone i meet. this gives me anonymity and a great place to vent my anger about food. ive been like this for so so so long that i can't, don't, and won't choose another way..

people LOVE to tell me how dangerous it is to my health, but um, i feel healthier now than i have ever before in my life.

todays monday. day 1 of the fast. i hope i don't fail. its so hard once the pill kicks in later.. please someone suggest another great appetite suppressant because items 3, 4, 8, 9, and 10 are the only items i enjoy. the rest are gay, and some i haven't tried (and wont, like meth.. or crack) but that's just me.. if u already got a habit then use it in your favor, ya dig?

here's a little present to my loyal fans. marvin gaye - inner city blues a great track. i've been playing it for 3 weeks in my car.

to you hip hop fans, check this dope stream i found from some cat named mcfisherprice from connecticut.. he's good.. http://www.myspace.com/mcfisherprice is his myspace address but his live stream is: http://djbooth.serverroom.us:4846/listen.pls and you can usually catch it on in the evenings..

k more to come as soon as i catch a free minute.

i'm having the word "eat." tattooed onto my right wrist (minus the quotes) because i need to remember to eat but i choose not to. you see the paradox?